hey guys

i hope prayer group is doing okay. i miss you guys. i wish i had that here at central. well, we have fca, but i honestly got nothing out of it. i miss the reassurance that you all provided.

the reason for my post, other than to say hi was to ask some questions:

...do you guys ever worry bout the earth? this global warming stuff and black holes has me worried...

...what do you think heaven will be like? how exactly are we getting there?

...how can i get over my fear of death? it's not like i'm afraid to leave this world and go to the next. the transition part has me freaked out.

please respond to my questions. even if you don't have answers, just letting me know i may not be alone in this would help. I pray all the time for stronger faith and peace. guess i'm doing something wrong...

krystal

it's happened

Well, he's no longer suffering.

He has gone to be with his Lord and Savior and to reunite with his parents.

please pray!!!

I know I've been asking for ya'lls prayers regarding my grandpa a lot lately, but now I ask for them more than ever.

Earlier today, after watching Facing the Giants with my mom, aunt, two cousins, and sister, my mom recieved a call while driving my cousin to the mall. It looks like my grandpa is nearing the end and beginning, whichever way you look at it. He vomited a lot last night and his heart is now really weak...it's just not looking too good.

What's more is only the daughters, son, and son-in-laws are allowed to be there right now or whatever, so we have to stay here (my sister and I.) The point is...please pray.

While watching the movie today, I realized nothing is impossible with God. I would love for my grandpa not to suffer, but I don't want to say goodbye. I've only known him basically for five years almost. I'm not ready to say goodbye.
But if I must, please pray he won't suffer. I'd rather have him die in a peaceful death than a painful one. But either way, at least he will be with his Lord and Savior. At 79, I think he would really like that.

But if you're reading this, just please pray.

I thank you so much for all the prayers you have prayed for him in the past.

today...

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

such loss

kickapoo has had...such loss

so much saddness

je prierai pour Kickapoo!!!!!

Yesterday during church worship, I didn't feel much like singing, which I know is bad. I guess I'm just mad at God right now. I didn't think I was, but I guess I am. I mean, Britt's grandpa was fine and much better and he's sick again and her dad is sick too. And my grandpa is on oxygen and has very few white blood cells. His vital signs and heart are very good, but he's so sick cause of those missing white blood cells. So I guess I am mad at God. But everything supposedly happens for a reason, right?

And yes, I would like my grandpa to be in heaven with Jesus enjoying himself rather than in pain, and I do realize it is selfish of me to want him here, but I've only gotten to know him these last five years! I just don't understand why God would take him when I have had very few time. If only I hadn't lived in California...if only I had been born here...I'd probably know him a lot better. So it just makes me mad that God would take him when I haven't known him that long.

And what's going to happen to Speck and Terri, his adorable dogs? I can't not ever see them again!

prayer

My grandpa is nearing the end. My aunt says he's sleeping and crying a lot. If you know my grandpa, you know crying is very very rare for him. So please just pray.

Also, please pray for Britt's grandpa. I know she's already wrote it down but he's worse and they're going to Arkansas to see him so please just keep praying.

Many thanks.